Miriam an budding novel author fresh out of a toxic relationship (boring, broke, stagnant, ignored taken for granted, cheated on, used and taken advantage of kindness) is in a dark place and mid life crisis desperately wants to live a lavish life and be romantically in love. At this age she is starting to believe that she is the problem her relationship not working out because something wrong with her. Self esteem lowered. Anxiety about pressures of life, career and life purpose success not being achieved. Wants a fast track to happiness and wealth, wants to date someone wealthy and who expresses their affection for her publicly. Looking for life happiness through a spouse she will discover that she had everything she needed along inside of her.